Yes as a child I have and did feel this way often. It is not a pleasant feeling. I just wanted Hod to pick me up but didnāt understand when he wouldnāt just let me live in heaven with me. We go through this trials to make us who we are to become and the trials never stop but hopefully we become more gracious, more loving and more forgiving. I understand your beautiful prose my friend and thank you. I think everyone has that feeling occasionally they just arenāt comfortable about admitting it. Beautifully done. Love you my friend. šā¤ļøš¤š¦š
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Yes as a child I have and did feel this way often. It is not a pleasant feeling. I just wanted Hod to pick me up but didnāt understand when he wouldnāt just let me live in heaven with me. We go through this trials to make us who we are to become and the trials never stop but hopefully we become more gracious, more loving and more forgiving. I understand your beautiful prose my friend and thank you. I think everyone has that feeling occasionally they just arenāt comfortable about admitting it. Beautifully done. Love you my friend. šā¤ļøš¤š¦š
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