Mood heels

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9 inch stilettos
another breakup life sucks

7 inch peep-toe pumps
retifying the fucked up project

5 inch cutout heels
after 5 drinks for a better tomorrow

3 inch wedges
weekend beach cafe stroll

Ballerina flats
I am human again

Depression

birds sing like any other day
I hear
just my brain does not register

wear a floral print dress today
I hope
it will brighten my day

big breakfast light lunch small dinner
I prefer
coffee after coffee, dark ones

say I love you and be extra helpful
I’ve mistaken
everybody is so in lack

go for a stroll
I wish
my legs are not filled with lead

take a bath
I imagine
the tub may become a crime scene

perhaps be spontaneous
I know
making a suicide plan is
plan to fail for
a perfectionist
like
me

Love song dedication

la la la la la…
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly
your pitch break through the frozen panes
guiding me to sail the stormy flakes

la la la la la…
I respond to you hazily
haing in tune
searching for the warm glow
in the fortress of snow plains

are you there
are you there my love…
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly
your pitch break through the frozen panes
guiding me to sail the stormy flakes

over here
over here my love
I respond to you desparately
haing in sync
searching for the rescue light
in the fortress of snow plains

I am yours
I am yours la la la la la
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly

make me whole
make me whole waah waa….
I give out despondent cries
galvanising another court of ice sculptures

Self conscious

i wonder why
the pool guy turned up for work
in Speedos

is it necessary?

what if i change into boob tubes
staring down the runway
meh

it is not neccessary!

Final breath


If you would ever know
my deepest desire
to have you relentlessly

The post passion ignited combustion
restlessly unsettled
swirled its way to the pilot light
adrenaline fueled exhausion
forged ahead to final explosion
into crimson chaos

My soul swaying the brush strokes
fashioning a pair of red dust dolls
in the purest form of creation
Selah

It is done!