I know
I am locked out of heaven
fallen like the angels
My hiding place
a weathered house
by the meadow
Loneliness is the cold moon
in February
Frostbitten, my heart
pounding to keep warm
Anxiety is the sound
trapped deep inside
in shallow breaths
I need
a way out of
this daily attack
The texture of the canvas
pains my over-chewed fingers
The smell of the oil paint
calls me to create
Perhaps
there are wild flowers hidden
in the white and grey meadow
Maybe another pot of hot tea
I will find the anchor of my heartbeat
I know
I can bring the world
to my humble home
through my imagination
and the paintbrushes
Perhaps
I will reinstate heaven
to my heart’s desire

Thankfully we are not like those fallen angels through His salvation. Blessings!
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“The texture of the canvas
pains my over-chewed fingers
The smell of the oil paint
calls me to create”
This, to me really captures the anxiety of the protagonist in this entry. The imagery is great!
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Beautiful imagery! Let the paint flow …; -)
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Gorgeous!
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