I look at lack
I look at abundance
My eyes fixate on lack
My heart ignores abundance
Lack brings its minions
My life is filled with dread
I am roaming amidst the crowd
with tall walls built around me
brick by brick from birth
I am invisible, miserable and unlovable
Living hell is the feeling of isolation
when surrounded by people
I pray to an unseen God
and wonder why He never responds
I guess
I chose not to see His existence
by my own free will
Or
I am testing Him to see
if He is who He says He is
Will He pursuit a lost sheep relentlessly
Will He kick down the walls to save me
Flicker of Thoughts 
Beautiful!!
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Beautiful, sad and powerful, Cassa. I love it, especially:
I am testing Him to see
if He is who He says He is
Will He pursuit a lost sheep relentlessly
Will He kick down the walls to save me
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Thanks for the comment Ford!
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What a profound piece. Yes, God oftentimes tests us to see our resilience and strength. Keep going!
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Thanks Simone!
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Brilliant my friend 🖤
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☺️🤎💚
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Lovely Cassa and thank Our God that he is happy to kick down a wall! What a beautifully written and thought provoking piece. Big hugs and love, Joni
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Yes indeed thankfully God loves us beyond our understanding. 🙏💚
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Down-to-earth personable, alive. Good poetic prose.
In Luke 17 Jesus said, ‘The kingdom of God exists within you;’ the ongoing choice is your’s. And mine.
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