She begs the sun to bleach her brain Too many diseases, disorders Too much hatred and grief She endures with them Their trauma cuts into her green aura Slices her past open through the bolted door Rusty locks and cracked timber She feels cold feet on dirty soil The dampness of moss infested walls The mind torturing plop of the dripping tap How her porcelain face longs for the gentle sun Her world is split into two She is the bridge, the hand to carry them from then to now she resists the grip of the past "Hold on to the warm sun" she whispers Before her eyes The dark shadows, dim cellar, cold winter fading and peeling off like chalk drawings She begs the sun to bleach her brain laying golden shimmers on canvas filled with light and warmth

love to hate
hate to wait
hesitate
her final frontier
has already been there
as if she knew he could care anymore
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i really love this one 🙈 maybe because i relate somehow 💕💖
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I am glad you can relate. Hope you are well Yiena! 💚💕
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This is so sad. It’s a glimmer of hope when all is dark and dim. I can feel the warmth of the sun. It is so blissful. When all is lost, we cling to faith.
Lovely writing as always. 🙂
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