The nib is dry
Scratches through
Paper thin motivation
Leaving incoherent words
Suddent Panic
今天
我突然
心惊
在想
如果
我死了
你不知道
怎么办
后来
我想了想
觉得
没事
反正
我现在
生活得
怎样
你也是
不知道
Suddenly
I
Panic
Thinking
What if
I don’t know
About your passing
Then
I
Shrug
Realising
Nowadays
I don’t know
Anything about you
Anyway
Book Launch
Virginia Bucknell and Cassa Bassa Book Launch 7 December.
Virginia and I are having our book launch for “A Collection of Poetry and Paintings” next month in a local library. And our book will go into the library catalogue. We are both very excited.

#songshare – Unbreakable Love
My dear, where are you hiding in a daze?
Is there something on my mind that I still can’t let go of?
We always think too bad about life
Like others not allowing us to be weird
Every cloud is unique
We all need to find the sky to exist
We are all used to wandering around in place
But can’t get used to being relied on
Give me a love that I don’t want to lose contact with in my whole life
Believe that the journey of love is the stars and the sea
Beautiful plot will not change
It’s the best arrangement of fate
You are the love that I never want to lose contact with in my whole life
Why bother forcing me to let go of my hand so cruelly?
Please come back soon. I want to hear what you have to say.
Say you are still there
Walk past the rooftop where you can watch the shooting stars
Get through the long wait of losing you
I’m so worried that no one understands your helplessness
If you leave me, who will treat you as a child?
I guess you will miss me too
I’m also afraid that I’ll get lost in the vast sea of people
It doesn’t matter as long as you are willing to look back
You will find that I am always there
Give me a love that I don’t want to lose contact with in my whole life
Every message from you is a heartbeat
I want to hold you in my arms every second
You are the cutest in the world
You are the love that I never want to lose contact with in my whole life
Even if your breath is thousands of mountains away
Please believe in the love I give you
worthy of your love
親愛的你躲在哪裡發呆
有甚麼心事還無法釋懷
我們總把人生想得太壞
像旁人不允許我們的怪
每一片與眾不同的雲彩
都需要找到天空去存在
我們都習慣了原地徘徊
卻無法習慣被依賴
你給我 這一輩子都不想失聯的愛
相信愛的征途就是星辰大海
美好劇情 不會更改
是命運最好的安排
你是我 這一輩子都不想失聯的愛
何苦殘忍逼我把手輕輕放開
請快回來 想聽你說
說你還在
走過陪你看流星的天台
熬過失去你漫長的等待
好擔心沒人懂你的無奈
離開我誰還把你當小孩
我猜你一定也會想念我
也怕我失落在茫茫人海
沒關係只要你肯回頭望
會發現我一直都在
你給我 這一輩子都不想失聯的愛
你的每條訊息都是心跳節拍
每秒都想 擁你入懷
全世界你最可愛
你是我 這一輩子都不想失聯的愛
就算你的呼吸遠在千山之外
請你相信 我給的愛
值得你愛
I Don’t Know Your God
I have never hated anyone or anything, but I hate wars, and I hate more about wars fought in God’s name.
Rulers! Are your sons and daughters in the battlefield fighting alongside the innocent youth who are someone’s sons and daughters? Are you in the frontline to witness bloodshed and taste the metallic blood? Are you fearing for your own life?
There is no winner in wars, there are casualties, widows, fatherless, motherless, PTSD affected addictions, homelessness, destruction of families, deterioration of society.
The God you serve and fight for, it is not the God that I know, love and serve. What kind of parent would take delight in their children’s rivalry? What kind of King would be fuelled by their ego, insecurity and fear to watch their people suffer?
My God is gracious, righteous, merciful, loving and full of compassion. I grief for my God for every life lost in wars.
Pictograph

#songshare – Spring
Don’t take it for granted
Love when you have it
You might be looking over
A lonelier shoulder
Remember when we said
We’d never have children
I’m holdin’ your baby
Now that we’re older
How time has revealed how
Little we know us
I’ve been too busy
I should’ve noticed
Days that keep slipping
A life that I’m missing
I wish it were true love
I wish we were kissing
Show me a love that
Won’t ever leave or
Look for another
One to deceive
I’m beginning to wonder
If anything’s real
Guess we’re just at the mercy
Of the way that we feel
Alive with a past
No other can share
Alone with a heart
No other can bear
So give me some heaven
Just for a while
Make me eternal
There in your smile
It Is What It Is
Writing with Little Charmer was very effortless, I feel we write in each other’s space and it blends. I hope you feel that way too when reading it.
From what happened
Between us last night
I have a feeling
This has potential
I even contemplate
to stay for breakfast
skip work
and love on you more
But after my first cigarette
I realised
for our art to be perfect
I must play the escape artist
once more
You see I cannot give you
What you want
Unless we can agree
To take it slow
I may not be sure
Of many things
But my fear of love
I know
If that’s not enough for you
We’d better call it quits
Not everything has a happy ending
Life can be a hit and miss
Teacher
You are my teacher
You taught me how to be a selfless human
You taught me patience and tolerance
You taught me snorkeling and rugby rules
I have a feeling that you will teach me a lot more
My heart is always full of your brilliance
My son
#cassaquote – 47
Perfect love stays
in the moment,
beyond that,
love is ruined.
