When I was listening to Kazu singing ‘Miss you so much’, tears trickling down my cheeks. It reminded me of the heartache of young love.
Kazu reminds me of the sweet love I could have had in my youth. The raw wanting of each other and smitten with one another.
When I was in my early twenties I was so confused and suffered from such low self esteem regardless how attractive I was (according to friends). I was awkward and shy with a tendency to run from love. Although I had a group of friends (mostly boys) to hang out with, I was lonely and so alone inside in particular when surrounded by friends.
I was looking at me, the early twenties self, when I was listening to the song. I walked through the memory lane, wrapped my arms around Kazu’s neck, tippy toes to reach for a kiss…
當我在聽俊輝唱《我好想你》的時候，眼淚漸漸地滾落到臉頰。
俊輝讓我想到青蔥歲月中錯過的戀愛，那种純真本性的渴望和如膠似漆的卿卿我我。
在我二十來歲時，盡管朋友認為我有吸引力，由於自身的自卑感和內心的迷惘，我總對愛情有著逃亡的趨向。由此行為上總是羞澀和囧。雖然我總和一群人(大多是男生)一起戲耍，但我的內心總是那麼的孤獨寂寞。人越多，越寂寞。
聽著俊輝唱著的歌，我穿過時光隧道，仰著頭，踮起腳尖，雙手環繞著俊輝的頸脖，迎接他正落下的吻。。。
Flicker of Thoughts 