我一直在寻找暮夜里的繁星
竟然忘却了绵长的南方雨季
当碎星们尽力吸引我的目光
我却忽略了他们互放的光芒
I've been searching for the glorious stars in the ebony sky
forgetting the prolonged Southern monsoon season.
When the shooting stars gathered to attract my attention,
I was blind to their unifying light
and missed the splendid meteor.
Car Wash Bay Ponder

Beauty is far-fetched
When
Layers of shame and guilt
Ladened with self-disgust
My Heart

薰衣草 (Lavender)
You used to bring me lavenders at sunset
The subdued scent lulled me into peaceful sleep
I blushed when dreaming your fingers subtlety brushed my hand
Before sunrise I'd already waited patiently by the window
他曾经傍晚时给我带来薰衣草
静默的草香总平安地送我入眠
梦里为你手指轻拂擦过而腮红
初阳时分的窗边我已静静等待
Shameless
The Living Poetry picture prompt
We were once young and wild
Skinny dipped under the pale moonlight
Beach bums in the California hot sun
Enjoyed onlookers’ glancing
In years gone by
We look at each other
Beer gut and love handles
Roly-poly
burst out laughing
We are playful and happy
Stage Performance
I once was a poet
Lego words made a hollow soul
Men fell under my empty sword
I was so very lost
When you read my words now
I am as plain as I can be
No fluff, no bluff, no hidden love notes
A life putting myself on display
Ironically, all is vanity
A Dead End
He keeps packing, travelling, working,
never ending
He is afraid to stop becuase he has a home no more
The lonely journey on the road is way better than the one he endures in life
In the end, he will die a workaholic with no family to feed
That to him, it’s still better than a lone man with no one to bury him
Salt Hair
I made love to the sea
in broad daylight
over and over
until all exhausted
like the sunset
I brought home the salty mist
let the lover’s scent
linger in my hair
by the silk pillow
secrets shared
into the dead of night
soul bared
Fighting Alone
You took away
the ache I endured
from inflamed organs
replaced it with a sharp pain
the moment you walked away
I have not been the same
trying so hard
to hold my shattered heart together
between hospital treatment visits
and hope for a better day
Dissapointment
I used to fantasise about retirement life
Playing cards
Reading books and people watching in a cafe
Strolling along the beach
with my kitty on a leash
Today
I don’t want to get old
I don’t want to live in a senior unfriendly world
I would hate to be told to go online to do everything
I would hate to be treated like I am void of knowledge, intelligence or experience
Today
I don’t like humans
I see doom and gloom of this sterile world
And I am too tired to even take responsibility of my own actions
Today
I give up
Before the seniors do
