everything is in the little things
the divine appointed coincidences
the forever extended list of similarities
the yin-yang balance in harmony
everything is in the little things
the light-hearted chatting
the effortless sharing
a life together like breathing
everything is in the little things
faithful and loyal stewards
entrusted with immense blessings
infecious smile brightens a cloudy day
I am a zen temple
serene and spiritual
open myself for fervent worshipers
who would think
you brought a pry bar
to remove nails
which you thought are
bonding me in concrete
I trusted you to make me whole
but not to break me
who would know
you two used chisels
to carve my perfect form
into damaged sculpture
I am your flesh and blood
I have mistaken your love
to be unconditional
who would foresee
a zen temple
demolished by trusted followers
in the name of
self righteousness
birds sing like any other day
I hear
just my brain does not register
wear a floral print dress today
I hope
it will brighten my day
big breakfast light lunch small dinner
I prefer
coffee after coffee, dark ones
say I love you and be extra helpful
I’ve mistaken
everybody is so in lack
go for a stroll
I wish
my legs are not filled with lead
take a bath
I imagine
the tub may become a crime scene
perhaps be spontaneous
I know
making a suicide plan is
plan to fail for
a perfectionist
like
me
la la la la la…
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly
your pitch break through the frozen panes
guiding me to sail the stormy flakes
la la la la la…
I respond to you hazily
haing in tune
searching for the warm glow
in the fortress of snow plains
are you there
are you there my love…
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly
your pitch break through the frozen panes
guiding me to sail the stormy flakes
over here
over here my love
I respond to you desparately
haing in sync
searching for the rescue light
in the fortress of snow plains
I am yours
I am yours la la la la la
you sing to me earnestly
hum incessantly
make me whole
make me whole waah waa….
I give out despondent cries
galvanising another court of ice sculptures
i wonder why
the pool guy turned up for work
in Speedos
is it necessary?
what if i change into boob tubes
staring down the runway
meh
it is not neccessary!
If you would ever know
my deepest desire
to have you relentlessly
The post passion ignited combustion
restlessly unsettled
swirled its way to the pilot light
adrenaline fueled exhausion
forged ahead to final explosion
into crimson chaos
My soul swaying the brush strokes
fashioning a pair of red dust dolls
in the purest form of creation
Selah
It is done!
Have you ever
Have you ever wanted someone so much
It crippled your mind
Have you ever needed someone so much
It burned you alive
You spoke my heart out in my ear
So I am under no illusion, delusion, of this resolution
There are ripples, a volcano, firecrackers, hot springs in my heart
I lay face down to keep them simmering, stewing, supressing
Flicker of Thoughts 