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When I was uninspired and nibs-dry, Benjamin and Bree worked their creative magic to collaborate with me. Here is the poem we wrote together. Bree produced the audio. I hope you enjoy this little piece of reading words and friendship, more importantly, remember to reach out to each other if you need a little inspiration and TLC. 🌻💚
Reading of “Death to Life” by the creative trio.
Is there any life inside this brittle heart of mine I am cracked to the core All my light has leaked out I cry out for nourishment Someone to restore
A desert flower thirsting for rain A deadwood feeling lost in a spring forest The craving for life intensifies In a world of splendid landscape
On my shoulders I carry the weight of suffering Oceans of sadness and mountains of pain A gazillion negatives that lead to unnamed anxieties Pure darkness seemingly the only respite
And yet Sunrise delivers a new day Rain brings forth tiny sprouts New life stirs within me Signalling the promise of growth I reach out to the light of life Pushing onwards towards hope
Apparently calls to Lifeline during Christmas dramatically increased One in three people reported that they were lonely
We tend to think about Christmas as gift giving family gathering holiday planning What if you are all alone and get fed these lies
What if no one has told you that Christmas is not just about a saviour was born because a lonely person thinks so what that Jesus’ born
What if someone tells you that God so loved us He sent His beloved Son to earth born and raised in human form Jesus lived among humans and suffered a terrible death for crimes He didn’t commit to exchange for things we did wrong people we hurt for a fresh start for all of us even the really bad guys
Christmas is about hope the hope of a life long friendship with Jesus the hope for a fresh start the hope of being immensely loved by God
Today I receive an apology from her for not being able to put herself together after many falls
I don’t understand why does she even apologise for things are no fault of her own
She insists that wasting my time is an offence even there seems to be valid reasons
I can’t help but think she is an inspiration for the fact that she takes responsibility respects my time and still hopes to put herself back together again and again and again
Spring rain softly land on hope that my love will grow new vines to circle your heart shielding you from blizzard wrapping you with tenderness only lovers know
I have been enjoying jigsaw puzzle again. This is one of the jigsaw puzzles I completed recently. From the experience, this poem was created.
It was beautifully whole A sudden storm broke it into pieces I could only make out the outline While the foundation was crushed
Tracking the fragments by their edgy shapes my unskilled hands perform no miracles The only hope in restoration lies in time only It is the time I invest in patiently which bonds the shattered reality and make it whole again
And now the beauty is in both the holder and the beholder
She begs the sun to bleach her brain
Too many diseases, disorders
Too much hatred and grief
She endures with them
Their trauma cuts into her green aura
Slices her past open through the bolted door
Rusty locks and cracked timber
She feels cold feet on dirty soil
The dampness of moss infested walls
The mind torturing plop of the dripping tap
How her porcelain face longs for the gentle sun
Her world is split into two
She is the bridge, the hand
to carry them from then to now
she resists the grip of the past
"Hold on to the warm sun" she whispers
Before her eyes
The dark shadows, dim cellar, cold winter
fading and peeling off like chalk drawings
She begs the sun to bleach her brain
laying golden shimmers on canvas
filled with light and warmth