He says The stars in the sky are not shining Because you took away the halo He also says The fish in the water are free Because you cut the love thread But I don’t quite believe him Because He fishes with a broken net by day He looks up at the stary sky by night
*This poem was published in May 2020 in The Poets Symphony by Raw Earth Ink.
We never had a photo together
yet I remember every expression of you
I have never returned the books you left on my book shelf
the only ones without dust
Silent night has never been peaceful
since I heard your car burned into flames
on the highway with extra snow
buried your seventeen years old charred body
This used to be my playground This used to be my childhood dream This used to be the place I ran to whenever I was in need of a friend Why did it have to end
I have never been able to say goodbye to you
maybe that is why nothing good had been with you
You left me a letter before you boarded the plane
You know I have never opened it to this day
Nothing matters really since the day you’ve been gone
This used to be my playground This used to be my childhood dream This used to be the place I ran to whenever I was in need of a friend Why did it have to end
Nothing is as pure as childhood sweethearts
No love is sweeter than sweet sixteen
I dream of you still in black and white
Your linen shirt flying on the swing
Your manic laughter on the seesaw
This used to be my playground This used to be my childhood dream This used to be the place I ran to whenever I was in need of a friend Why did it have to end
There is no he will ever replace you
in the land of the living
You are my perfection
my first
and my destiny
I remember your breath on my skin I responded in goosebumps Your touch kept me secured in the shape of a heart You called me a cute name I paused, melted and became undone
There are so many moments I remember They match every moment of our today I fall deeper and deeper in love with you
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way than this. So close that your hand, on my chest, is my hand.”
You recite Neruda to your dying husband in the storm this boat cannot withstand We may not enter the safe haven after all My last sight of this calamity is love on display I thank you fellow refugees When I close my eyes, I know the goodness of God
You brought me sunrise When darkness covered my mind Morning dew diluted last night’s tears My lashes tasted sweet upon your lips You tendered me with a crown of frangipanis Within the distance of our breaths A butterfly fluttered frantically twining around the invisible bloom between us