Shattered

I heard your last words
my heart is like a scatty cat
leaping to find
her tail got caught in the
propeller of the
exhaust pipe of
your moving heart

Ebb n flow (pm)

tick tock hurry
kitty catty
tea time buddy
no care no worries
kneading crochet blanket
yes master
your servant is ready

street empty
deafening quiet
not a soul wandering
chapter 5 is waiting
reading or tapping
why don’t I just fold it
to a nap time sanctuary

droopy eyelids
fluttering moth
into a world of slumbering
desert ploughing
mana catching
crispy lips searching dewdrops
for surviving

ouch!
lips bleeding
stop scrubbing
hot and bothered painstaking
then the thundering
fitfully awaken
it’s kitty purring

oh my!
neighbour’s cooking
woofing down kiddies’ laughter
winking to my walls
mate we’ve got this
dinner table for 1
windy pops and ceiling stares

the door chimes ringing
who can it be now
the evening glow edging in
table for 2
rosemary lamp chops
tomato basil relish
no spirit no wine

to the sobering mind
dance with 4 walls watching
sing with kitty listening
love as hurt never left
the black velvet cape
dragging across the empty room
poof!

Ebb n flow (am)

chatty birds
sleeps taut eyes
fairy floss head
stale breath
sand paper throat
cocoon in toasty warm bed
avoidance of the day

flapping eyelids
playing toesies
pouty lips
balloony bladder
shuffling limbs
shite!!!
chilly day

seedy bread
buttering the sky
cinnamon coffee
pull me into the light
the sun is shining
gotta start the day
somehow

stewing in nothingness
a hair past a freckle
the heat itching my skin
right!
vacuum, laundry, washingup
all for a sweaty body
sinking in the tub

blowing bubbles
muffle sound
floating
the world is calm
hiding has its limit
fading is long suffering
so as life

The Nyx riddle

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the clock strikes midnight
the ghost shuus
the cat stretches
the shadow falls behind
I am the goddess of the night

Contrast

If the world were black and white
only colours in my mind

the carbon I breathed out
would be crumbled woodchips
the air I inhaled
would grow fruit trees and garden plants

the words I spoke out
would be telegraphic frequencies
the messages I heard
would be effevescent poetry

If the world were black and white
only colours in my mind

the way I love you
would be a lullaby at night
the way you love me
would be a rainbow in the sky

Love is the barricade

I don’t have much good memories of you

Yet you managed to discard things tying me to the few

Do boundaries mean anything to you

How could I trust when I am not respected

You are not a child

No use to throw tantrums to get what you want

Certainly no use to hide your misbehavings

Chance is for whom taking it seriously

Only when I am gone you will stand to be a man

I am the floating jetty

Anchoring between you and your full potential

Affection

I weave you into my world
till overflowing laughter

I weave you into my heart
till beating evermore

The appointment

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we ran into each other on a rainy day
the season of affection

you came like a breeze
brushing across my soul
no longer a wasteland

I held an umbrella
walking into your world
no longer perplexed

We met on a rainy day
the appointment of intimacy

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Que Será Será

The rain whipping on the window panes all night long
like your wailing across Africa
it woke me like a Tibetan bell

My hair saturated in haze mist
I curled up in fetal position
longing for your embrace

There is no distance in oneness
the void between us is your haunting past
and my imprisonment

My love
I am calling for trust in timing
to be, or not to be

Restless

you are over there
with a void
between your arms

i am here
a shivering body
without cover