If the world were black and white
only colours in my mind
the carbon I breathed out
would be crumbled woodchips
the air I inhaled
would grow fruit trees and garden plants
the words I spoke out
would be telegraphic frequencies
the messages I heard
would be effevescent poetry
If the world were black and white
only colours in my mind
the way I love you
would be a lullaby at night
the way you love me
would be a rainbow in the sky
I don’t have much good memories of you
Yet you managed to discard things tying me to the few
Do boundaries mean anything to you
How could I trust when I am not respected
You are not a child
No use to throw tantrums to get what you want
Certainly no use to hide your misbehavings
Chance is for whom taking it seriously
Only when I am gone you will stand to be a man
I am the floating jetty
Anchoring between you and your full potential
I weave you into my world
till overflowing laughter
I weave you into my heart
till beating evermore
we ran into each other on a rainy day
the season of affection
you came like a breeze
brushing across my soul
no longer a wasteland
I held an umbrella
walking into your world
no longer perplexed
We met on a rainy day
the appointment of intimacy
The rain whipping on the window panes all night long
like your wailing across Africa
it woke me like a Tibetan bell
My hair saturated in haze mist
I curled up in fetal position
longing for your embrace
There is no distance in oneness
the void between us is your haunting past
and my imprisonment
My love
I am calling for trust in timing
to be, or not to be
you are over there
with a void
between your arms
i am here
a shivering body
without cover
I am capable of dark
when faced with your obsession
I’ve never promised you love
let love not be the string that weights down your soul
Your promise of one and only and eternity
shattered by the wild flowers lingered around your lonely heart
If I were the marrow of your bones
you so willingly broken for
If I were the air of your life
you so desperately gasping for
Let your cheating deceive me
Bury your confession to rot your conscience
Why treated me with contempt
choked me with your truth
My life was not ruined
instead, was on a marry-go-around
‘he can’t be trusted’ demon sound
tossed me from my peaceful island
each and every time
Now you prostrate before me
with a dagger twisted in your gut
pleading forgiveness for your obsessed soul’s release
My eyes on you are empty windows
Your gushing blood on my fingers like frost
I am capable of dark
when faced with your obsession
Pale face
I almost lost you
I cried over the diminishing sparks in your eyes
Pale face oh my fairest
I sobbed over the thought of losing you
Pale face
Let me hold you
Place your head on my chest
My heartbeats thumping your blood float
Multiplying your crimson stains
Pale face
I finally made it right here
Please, please don’t fade away
I would hug you so tight
Squeezing this sogginess out of your pores
I would shake you ferverishly
Shedding rotten leaves from your frame
I would strip you bare
Teethmarking a new kind of love to your skin
I would dress you in a garment of praise
Celebrating a new life with you
If I could I would
dwelling in pristine squares within four walls
immaculate, spotless, and orderly
not a trace of mess, clutter or chaos
no sharp edges in my mind
lack of trail in my thinking
turmoil fails to construct meaningful sequence
dramatic contrast of within and without
my heart pacing around
blinded to egress
my soul refuses to be quietened
within walls
sitting in silence
waiting for life to vanish
with the blood floating in the fingertips
loneliness is for the conformist but the strayed heart
my heart meditating to will through the walls
inhaling life in abundance
cure for smothering and suffocation
四面围墙
生活在方正的合子里
秩秩有序
整整有条
沒有丝毫紊乱的痕迹
头脑里沒有棱角
思绪缺乏轨迹
凌乱无法溢出规则
墙外墙內的反异
心四处游走
跨不出墙外
安静不了灵魂
四墙之內
靜坐着沉默
等侍生命的流失
从暖流血液的指尖
流漓的心沒有寂寞
寂寞是方合
心在沉默的静坐里放飞
穿透微薄方正的围墙
呼吸天空里的生气
让心无法窒息
