
In your presence



My heart departed
After soaking up your unkind words
Like wine turned into vinegar
The sun has been warm throughout spring, summer, even autumn
Below zero is the depth of winter
Where my tears run into icy poles
The place I used to call home where I hibernated throughout winter
Now wandering with my subdued heart
Home is where my heart is
I beg for shelter for my soul

I see you sold out for Him
fervently and relentlessly
without reservation
What is life worth
if we are held back
by our insecurity
and worldly possession
which counts nothing in eternity
and benefits no one
I see you a preacher
a bearer of the good news
the hunger crowd saw Him
hearing your trials and burdens
gravitated by that killer sense of humour
I see you a friend
to many in despair and torment
they know Him through
your presence and kindness
humbled by your past
I see you
I see you from the beginning
fearfully and wonderfully made
a topaz of the royal crown

I saw you
I saw the boy in you
full of love for the world and
the people in it
I saw you
I saw the boy in you fell off
over and over again with
no one dusting you off
I saw you
I saw the boy in you sobbing for
the unheard words
and unfelt love
I saw you
I saw the boy in you trapped in
a shattered glass heart
bleeding into glimpse of hope
I saw you
I saw the boy in you
puffy cheeks and a million dollar grin
fading away in a politically correct world
I saw you
I saw the boy in you
a pure and innocent soul could not be unseen
Truly I saw YOU

I finally woke up with a cat stretch
Searched and found the tropical island deep in your eyes
‘Hey!’
Before you responded
‘Shhhhh!’
My lips plopping to splash your heart

You are
the hollow tree trunk to the hibernating squirrel
the sanctuary to the refugee
You are
the axis to the earth wanderer
the compass to the tracker
You are
the magnetic island to the metal particles
the shore the survivor swam to
You are
the tree I swing around
You are who you are
I belong to


I don’t know I have ever felt the way I feel about you
I don’t know has anyone ever so completely besotted with me like you do
I don’t know I have ever dreamt about love the way until I know you
I don’t know has anyone ever known me the way you know me
You have kissed my soul long before you will kiss me
You have loved me long before you will see me
You were the wish I made to the shooting stars long before I had known about love
You were the one covered by the umbrella in the dividing rain,
a dream I had so long forgotten ago,
I was a curious teenager tipped toes on the dry side,
spotted you and knew you were the one
You have vividly lived in that dream
until I heard you whispering across the ocean
I don’t know I have ever felt so content as how I feel now
just knowing you are there
and love will part the sea

Cloves of shivers
Tenderly connecting
Snowflakes melting softly
The morning glow warmth
Escalating the ardour
Just in time for the sun
Burst in full vehemence

copulating in a big city
with wealth, envious climate and limelight
parasites to city waste and engine oil
not worthy as treasure
nor tasteful as delicacy
nor beautiful as decoration
a life meaningless
lack of joy
missing its calling
what more does it take to lose heart
soul
and spirit
to crash all
still lost
but not found