Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.







Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.







you are over there
with a void
between your arms
i am here
a shivering body
without cover
I am capable of dark
when faced with your obsession
I’ve never promised you love
let love not be the string that weights down your soul
Your promise of one and only and eternity
shattered by the wild flowers lingered around your lonely heart
If I were the marrow of your bones
you so willingly broken for
If I were the air of your life
you so desperately gasping for
Let your cheating deceive me
Bury your confession to rot your conscience
Why treated me with contempt
choked me with your truth
My life was not ruined
instead, was on a marry-go-around
‘he can’t be trusted’ demon sound
tossed me from my peaceful island
each and every time
Now you prostrate before me
with a dagger twisted in your gut
pleading forgiveness for your obsessed soul’s release
My eyes on you are empty windows
Your gushing blood on my fingers like frost
I am capable of dark
when faced with your obsession

Pale face
I almost lost you
I cried over the diminishing sparks in your eyes
Pale face oh my fairest
I sobbed over the thought of losing you
Pale face
Let me hold you
Place your head on my chest
My heartbeats thumping your blood float
Multiplying your crimson stains
Pale face
I finally made it right here
Please, please don’t fade away
Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.
Home
ocean waves
timber loft
log fire
spice infusion
oak bookshelves
coffee aroma
healing room
counting scars
when all this faded
i am melting in
your smile
a hug is the world
a kiss is the
universe

I would hug you so tight
Squeezing this sogginess out of your pores
I would shake you ferverishly
Shedding rotten leaves from your frame
I would strip you bare
Teethmarking a new kind of love to your skin
I would dress you in a garment of praise
Celebrating a new life with you
If I could I would
Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.
Discovery
you found
more of me
more and more
of me
in blossom
somersault falling
lost
in wonders
Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.
Passion
i am addicted
to your
magnetic being
thirst that only quenched
by fire
moth to
a flame
Kaleidoscope is a collection of poems describing how I feel about a person in an intimate relationship.
Soulmate
déjà vu
telepathic
unspoken knowing
you know
i know
you know
dwelling in pristine squares within four walls
immaculate, spotless, and orderly
not a trace of mess, clutter or chaos
no sharp edges in my mind
lack of trail in my thinking
turmoil fails to construct meaningful sequence
dramatic contrast of within and without
my heart pacing around
blinded to egress
my soul refuses to be quietened
within walls
sitting in silence
waiting for life to vanish
with the blood floating in the fingertips
loneliness is for the conformist but the strayed heart
my heart meditating to will through the walls
inhaling life in abundance
cure for smothering and suffocation
四面围墙
生活在方正的合子里
秩秩有序
整整有条
沒有丝毫紊乱的痕迹
头脑里沒有棱角
思绪缺乏轨迹
凌乱无法溢出规则
墙外墙內的反异
心四处游走
跨不出墙外
安静不了灵魂
四墙之內
靜坐着沉默
等侍生命的流失
从暖流血液的指尖
流漓的心沒有寂寞
寂寞是方合
心在沉默的静坐里放飞
穿透微薄方正的围墙
呼吸天空里的生气
让心无法窒息