Rilkean heart I looked for you To give me transcendent experiences To transport me out of self and aloneness And alienation into a sense of One-ness and connection ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it I came looking for the next high And I’m sorry
I’ve been putting the search on the wrong place I understand that you’re confused Feeling overwhelmed Well that’s a feeling state from then The reality, with cleaning up my emotion of life
And I’m getting in touch with myself I’m beginning to ground myself In my own sense of being as an entity One entity on the planet
Becoming truly self-reliant and become connected With something beyond me That is where I have to go I’m so sorry
I’ve been putting the search on the wrong place You’re lost and don’t know what to do But that’s not all of you That’s your reality today And that is all okay
I understand that you’re confused, Feeling overwhelmed Well that’s a feeling state from then The reality
You’re lost and don’t know what to do But it’s not all of you That’s the reality today And now it’s all okay
I understand that you’re confused, Feeling overwhelmed Well that’s a feeling state from then The reality
I want to ride a cloud to your bedside and make it into a silky soft pillow for your overthinking head to rest on. I want to sing love songs into your dream of thousands of sunflowers in Tuscany.
In response, you flicker your sickle moon lashes, mumbling an affectionate language only we know. Even the nightingale stops singing and listen. Touch-me-nots open without shame waiting to hear the interpretation. The secret garden comes alive.
Via Cola di Rienzo an iconic thoroughfare runs from the Vatican City to the River Tiber There stands a tree sculpture It witnesses the tourism driven prosperity and Roman workers’ everyday struggles I name this piece of street art ‘Pain’